It's a start

Well I have to say straight up I am a hypocrite and I think that is where nearly everyone should start.

Once I admitted that to myself I could then start changing my life so that I live it and not just get through it. The first thing I had to do was realise that my life is a compromise as most should be but after all the sums are done you should be coming up with a positive answer.

I am not religious and I try (I mean really try and not just say I do) to accept everyone's choices in life (within reason). I try not to judge peoples choices in life and I only have trouble when they are unhappy with there life and do nothing to change it.

I hear all the time how hard it is and there are people out there who really cannot help there circumstances but I am sick of hearing how hard it is.

I started out behind in life and I have had some major setbacks and I am by no means rich but I am comfortable and can afford to indulge most of my enjoyments in life. I didn't get handed this from the government or by waiting until the perfect job came along that I wanted.

I am close to having the job I want but I got here through doing the shit and taking orders and sometimes getting screwed over but I didn't stop and give up and think 'I was hard done by' and use that as an excuse to not try.

Everyone wants to be heard but I don't really give a shit I am using this to force myself to reflect on my life.

I am going to Live it. I hope you do to.